Thursday, February 26, 2009
today is the first day you held my hand while walking.Everything seems so sweet and nice,I wonder how long it will go.Im loving you more and more everyday even though i got you,I felt as if you are my most loved person ever.Somehow, i dont know how to keep it this way,as i said, i dont have the magic hands nor heart!!I sucks at maintaining a good r/s .I hope this time i do,i got so much heartbreaks in the past, met some jerks.I hope i met the right one this time.Dont ever do things and leave me alone,dont ever run away, if not i sure chop you to death!You made me trust you,you made me open my heart.So i just left it there, to you, in your hands to keep.You touched my heart in everyway E.i love you, i really do.Trust me, when i say i love somebody, it is true.And you are the first to ever caught my heart after so long.Treasure it, and i will cherish you more then ever.
You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for every day
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or at least how the story goes
I never believed until now
I knowI'll see you again I'm sure
No it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face
But at least im yours (:Im your baby elephant.You cared so much and dote on me so muchuntil i really can feel it.I hadnt felt that in a long long long time..
i always stay at home then i claim that i was being a good girl for you,and you gave me kisses again.
He like becoming this part of me.If i dont see his message, i felt so weird.I saved a lot of his messages, everytime reading it back makes me smile and giggle to myself
i dont know why i felt so happy when i see your name appearing on my screen.I felt so doted and so loved whenever you tell me your lies.i realised im just indulged in it, even though i know its fake.You cant be trusted, you are holding two girls in your arms..But im the invisible one.I wanna go on as far as i can go,But i dont know when it will end.I dont wanna lose you.Your acts, your concerns, your love.I dont know if it true, but i wanna it to be.
