Away for so long,
yet i dont know why im in it.
Is it me who thinks too much?
I treat you like a brother, a best-est friend i ever had.
Why it suddenly became like this?
Why you changed so much ?
i dont care if you spent almost all the time with your gf,
i dont care if you do whatever it is,
i shouldnt have made your life difficult.
you are still my brother i love most.
and im still a bad person as ever.


Im utterly upset )':
as though someone had died.
Someone in you had died.